The Near LastI wish i could make it through one day without tears in my eyesOne day without dying insideOne decent conversationI'm starting to feel i can't take itShe never see's me as a personShe never even thinks i'm worth itDon't give me pityI don't need a complimenting committeeI wish i could get strongerI wish the happiness lasted longerI wish infliction felt as good as loveI wish i had someone to think of...It won't get better from hereI think my time is nearThese cheesy lines don't mean a thingIn my last breathe you'll hear me sing
Brush of DeathTalking, commencing, acting like normal teenagersShe was close to me, right next to me, my best friendShe just had her day, a day just for her, she was happyShe had no idea her life was this fragile, so preciousJust the three of us on the couchHer eyes looked up as if she was a zombieShe flailed her arms as if they were stiff but deadShe turned purple like the dress i wore to mass the day beforeShaking, crying, worriedEveryone was hugging her and screamingPanicked, Shocked, ClammyTo scared to press the number 911 on the phoneShe partied with her best friendShe slept over with her best friendShe turned 15 with her best friendShe had a seizure next to her best friend...
Moonlight of DemiseMoonlight of DemiseI see the evil in your eyesUnder the light it shows your skinI'm afraid that you'll winThe light,at night, it raises the deadThe rotting corpses get in your headThe solution is only in what you saidI'd rather be safe inside my bedMoonlight of DemiseI see the evil in your eyesUnder the light it shows your skinI'm afraid that you'll winSomething gorgeous is deadlyIt's evil, unhealthyYour poisoned, it's stealthyI wish i could save youBut if only you knew...Moonlight of DemiseI see the evil in your eyesUnder the light it shows your skinI'm afraid that you'll winIf you see it your poisonedIf you touch it, i warned youIt is the moonlight of demiseSorry to tell you....you....will....die!
My sisterShe's always there for meEven when she isn't nearHer presence gives me gleeAround her i have no fearAlthough she is my friendWere vicious fighters as wellBut all our walls both fellOur friendship will always mend
Alex the catSlit eyes looking at meA cruel history withinWould love to cherish himPraying, wishing to be freeGloomily flailing his hopesWanting to snuggle him closeHis eyes connect to mineWon't be lonely this time